I rooted myself in the dire tread of human footprints,
and defied misogyny to regenerate the heart of Eve’s
Garden.
I rooted myself in the dire tread of human footprints,
and defied misogyny to regenerate the heart of Eve’s
Garden.
I feel at arm’s length,
close enough to see,
but far enough away
to not be smothered in plastic.
On the dance floor where
everyone calls me baby
I laugh and turn, step and misstep
to shrill notes of she’s the
life of the party.
In the glitter of bedazzled blind spots
I can appear to be what I’m not so the shallow
can swim without a lifeguard.
eyes pressed into morning
holding my breath.
Alarm clocks pound migraine drums
through my head to announce the rise and whine
of humans crawling into a new day.
With a bold broom
sunlight sweeps my doorsteps
into moldy gray glitter so
caffeinated souls can see
what they can’t feel.
Vehicles begin their rumble crawl
in asthmatic gasps of engine and oil
through streets hatching across my ribs.
In the widening iris of hours
I exhale yesterday’s weight
and breathe in the hope
today’s politics won’t cripple me.
Treading water in the river of moons
I drink gulps of light from my own reflection.
Baptized in visions I see tomorrow’s woe
stalking me on the horizon.
A wolf spirit speaks through my bones,
“Let yourself feel fear. It’s the first seed of
courage.”
In the river of moons
the voice of a raven
guides mortals
to the path of light.
Dancing out of shadows
mystics part the cerulean curtain
with palms filled with stars
to feed visions.
The bloated corpse of narrow minds
opens its tongue of wounds
to release treasured thorns
into the eye of revelation.
Luna winks her cloudless eye to stir
watered stones to sing the song of knowing
into ears that must listen and weigh
every word before they speak.
He winked his commands
along my body until he reached
the iron curve of my hips.
A cutting from Athena’s rose
I owned the yes of my blooming
and the thorny reach of my no.
He thought he’d dance me through
the devil’s garden only to find
he wasn’t given the power to lead.
I carry the moon on my lips.
I dance between my light and dark,
hold sunshine on my fingertips
while my toes search shadows.
Freedom is taking scissors to the wind
to cut my own map before I’m caught
in the choice of someone else’s direction.
©Susie Clevenger 2021