Blueberry Skin or Claw

I’ve been off my meds

so long I can’t tell 

if the bear is real

or I’ve been caught

in the fly trap of a meme.

Every doctor has a pill

with a suicide note,

umm I mean side effects,

so maybe I’m just

dancing in a hallucination.

This forest looks a lot 

like concrete with a Camero

in metal mating season

sniffing a pollen yellow stripe

for a female who thinks speed

is an aphrodisiac.

A scenario keeps spinning

in my head about choosing

between furry Godzilla

and stick shift Romeo.

It feels like I’d be safer with claws

than trapped with the one

who likes to film blueberry skin

with a camera. 

©Susie Clevenger 2024

Word Garden List ~ Help! A Bear Is Eating Me!

 

When Doves Join Foxes

 

On the skeleton box car of bones and screams

the damned rattle the bars while

the wealthy dance their extravagance

along the tracks of hell.

Bloated on gold and blind to suffering

their pittance of charity doesn’t go as far

as their red leather shoe soles chasing recognition.

It doesn’t matter where I travel through history

the same is the same – The poor suffer

while the moneyed own the key to the wallet. 

When doves join foxes and creatures chase light,

the grave bell no longer scares the bleeding. 

Climbing stairs that only go down I carry a sword

with names of the who’s who of no longer should be.

A slice through a chain, a song of revolution

emboldens the desolate to seek retribution.

In the fire without smoke I watch the meek become bold.

There’s nothing fiercer than nothing left to lose.

I’m no superhero, no goddess demanding praise,

just a woman who wants to remove the rails

from the track so history can’t carry its malevolence

into the future. 

©Susie Clevenger 2024

Shay's Word Garden ~ Life After Life

He Expected Me to Run

Idris called it textbook random,

little questions framed in generalities,

getting to know someone without

truly getting to know someone.

His pop quiz surveys

weren’t innocent or casual.

He liked cruel for dessert and

feeding piranhas for fun.

Tell the ignorant a lie three times

and they’ll take it as truth.

I became the topic, the target,

of Idris’s petty collection

of insufferable friends.

 

Tired of the shoebox of bs

he thought I couldn’t escape

I clawed him with truth, 

“A peacock will lose its feathers when

Circe comes to claim its tongue.”

©Susie Clevenger 2024

Circe has often been identified as the first witch in Greek mythology.

"The Sorceress," 1913, by John William

Word Garden Word List ~ Thirteen Reasons

 

Everybody's An Object of Something

Harlyn is tattooed with bitter bandages,

vivid scarred blood signatures of bullies

she’s had the ovaries to survive. 

Not many welcome different because it doesn’t fit

the definition of candy-coated pseudo normal. 

In this modern soap ring circus authentic is surreal.

Harlyn doesn’t care if she fits in nor does

she want to be an eyeliner zombie doing Tik Toks 

so her face will trend while her spirit calcifies.  

Everybody’s an object of something.

Usually, it’s attention…Why hide when

someone's always carrying arrows. 

When she gives it much thought, she knows

she’s always under the gaslight.

Funny how the unread believe they own the bookstore.

Copy and paste aren’t shoes she’ll ever wear.

©Susie Clevenger 2024

Word Garden List ~ Save Yourself

 

Wishing for Persephone

In this sludge of wildflowers

I grieve for their petals 

trampled by feet oblivious

to their pain.

Like astronauts from another planet

humans chased the perfect landing

to place a photograph as a flag,

conquerors who never considered

the legacy of their shoes.

I’m sure the valerian craved

their pink and white blossoms

could have sedated the callous plastic sheep

before they ever reached anything green.

Oh, I too love photos, bright images

capturing a countryside rainbowed with spring,

but I look where my feet are going as to not

assault euphoric rebirth with the crush of my boots. 

If I were Persephone, I would pluck

the spotted spurge of armchair busybodies, 

and turn them into fodder for Aphthona. 

©Susie Clevenger 2024

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So Many Plumes in My Portfolio

 Oh, I do love to dress in pink and black,

a tabby witch who has crows and flamingos as familiars.

There’s so many plumes in my portfolio no disconnected

shaman can figure out which part of me holds the reason

I need his sage to drive out my impertinence.

When you’re born female, you’re stalked with you must,

you can’t, you should, you shouldn’t…My skin is much

thicker than the apple peel placed between my teeth.

Silly man, you made me who I am…If you don’t like the view,

you shouldn’t have opened the window. 

©Susie Clevenger 2024

Word Garden Word List ~ Poetry Outloud

Insanity Is a Parking Lot

I roam like a withered cloud,

the white foam of cotton

against blue long gone.

Why isn’t there comfort in madness?

My mind builds a memorial for every demon

that has left its footprint on my chest.

There is no ink in dead flowers, yet I chase

their petals trying to find enough color

to fill a single thought. 

Is sanity a stroke of luck or a creature

some can tame while others are cursed 

with feral.

I wish unfinished would leave bread crumbs

so my brain could be tricked into believing

life had a map.

Insanity is a parking lot where I watch

everyone escape, but me.

Susie Clevenger 2024

Word Garden Word List ~ William Wordsworth