Saturday, April 5, 2025

Chasing Nightmares to Feel a Dream


She has lipstick eyes
and plastic intentions. 

The blood of her days
living on erased has
her chasing nightmares
to feel a dream.

Before 2022 she had
the right to choose
her body’s direction.
Today it’s been sharpied
into the decision of men.

No one asked her.
No one gave her the choice
to decide if a God without Jesus
or no god at all had the 
right to force her to live by
a faith or plan that had
outsourced compassion. 

©Susie Clevenger 2025


#NaPoWriMo Day 5


 

Thursday, April 3, 2025

In the Haunted Spaces


I live in the haunted spaces of my art
where eyes write themselves blind,
and ink goes deaf from trying to hear. 

The madness of creativity is
it doesn’t fear ghosts or the voices
that speak through paintbrushes. 

I roam tombs and fly on butterfly wings
while my feet walk crumble floors in need of a broom.

The water of imagination may be where I drown
or a sea I sail to totally unexpected.  


©Susie Clevenger 2025

NaPoWriMo Day 3


 

Wednesday, April 2, 2025

Whiskey Cigarette Lines




There’s a smile that wants
to dance across my lips,
but I taste its sweet,
and I haven’t an urge for sugar.

I do find humor in the
civil war on my face,
and the audience
who’s not sure if I’m angry
or simply (if simple ever fits) insane.

My husband swears I’ve been
reading Bukowski again,
those whiskey cigarette lines
keeping his bluebird from
nesting in my chest. 

It’s a day… Just a day.
I‘ll get through it, around it
or over it.

But that smile, hmmm,
I’ll keep it to a smirk. 


©Susie Clevenger 2025

NaPoWriMo Day 2


 

Tuesday, April 1, 2025

If There's a Spotlight in Hell (Day 1 NaPoWriMo)

 


How do I glitter empty
when leather words
are all I hear?

You know the kind,
cracked, broken, 
overused, beyond repair. 

I waver between rage
and whatever while staring
into my coffee cup searching
for a crystal ball in the caffeine.

If there’s a spotlight in hell,
I know a few who would 
burn the lightbulb into their image. 

There’s not enough school in a politician
to read a room or hear an opinion
that hasn’t fallen out of their own tongue. 

I’m having a moment among many.
Today I’m feeling like the news is
filled with a pack of rabid children
I’d like to chase with a needle
so they won’t put their teeth
in anyone else. 


©Susie Clevenger 2025