Monday, March 24, 2025

Birds No Longer Sing in Our Spring



I left no letters or scarf
to warm your memories.

The end of golden came
on a burnt Thursday
of bitter words and mistrust.

We turned to shell, empty
vessels too cold to hold warmth,
and too angry to rebirth kindness.

©Susie Clevenger 2025






Monday, March 17, 2025

No Sugar or Honey



With my tattered zombie hands
I force my redundant to chase
a cursor that doesn’t care I’ve
complained my way through
another white page. 

The fruit of most days isn’t
plucked from a tree of success,
but the callous repetition
of what I won’t release.

Honesty is a bitch.
She doesn’t baby my feelings.
There’s no sugar in my ear,
or honey on the bread of
my confessions. 

In the rawness of an untouched Monday
I look into a mirror I can’t manipulate,
or fool with a rose-colored tactic my bitterness
can be erased with a  gentle air brush,
and wonder if I have enough
lipstick to paint a smile. 

©Susie Clevenger 2025

Sometimes you just 
have to work on yourself.
Welcome to my therapy. 



Monday, March 10, 2025

Melting Doesn't Need a Match


I wish I could imagine
sky filled the space
between his skull,
but that would insult
the window to the moon.

There is coldness in the weeds
that cover his tongue, tiny barbs
he hopes will leave scars.

He hates I never buy a ticket
to his Meme and Repeat, and
that I have a library card where
shelves of history books prove
he’s only a bit actor in a theater of rerun.

It is funny to see him stand naked
while screaming he’s wearing Armani.

Mute is more threat than answer.
The man just doesn’t understand 
I know where and how to use my words.
There’s no use in striking a match
when a snowflake is already melting. 


©Susie Clevenger 2025